Against the World

So I'm back from FBLA SLC in Irvine. Preeeetty damn fun, yo. Except it wasn't as great as LDI, but sure close. Me and Julia placed 5th in DVP. Technically its 5th out of the whole state, but in my mind I mostly see it as 5th out of top 5. Yeah. Hopefully next year, whatever competition I do, I study 10x more and place! Nationals will be in Irvine, which hopefully I can go to! I wish I joined FBLA earlier. I would have never thought it would be this fun. Ah I'm starting to really like it alot alot alot. Ha.

But anyways, SATs this saturday! AHH. Fcking A. Even thought I still have next fall to take it again, I don't want to just blow this one. I want to actually try.

Oh, and I'm really restless because of you.

You and I Both

A whole week later.
Pretty damn good week I must say.
Better than previous years.
& hopefully will only get better.

I just wish I didn't have so much to worry about for this coming week, it'd be even better.

So for trying something new, I got highlights for the first time. When I first saw it I looked like shit, but then my mom fixed it with her root touch up and it looks better now. Pretty subtle, but I didn't want something drastic. That's all I did on Saturday.

GATE photog trip was alright. Not as good as last years. I was able to get a few good shots.

So here's a recap of my spring break...

My Moon My Man

SPRING BREAK IS NOW!
chill is now.
fun is now.

Started off spring break pretty good. Slept over at Jay's to celebrate his 17th. Hella chill compared to last year. Last year was full of hoes & idiots. Wait, no. A HOE & AN IDIOT! So this year, all we did was drink, watch movies, and sleep. Well the guys, and the girls cept for me & Jennifer smoked. They had four fucking blunts. So disgusting. The room was full of smelly weed and smoke. Plus it was haaat as hell & Jay had no screen so we couldn't open the window that much. I got a mosquito bite, blah. The fan only circulated the smells and smoke, but did not take it out. I swear, when we dropped off Gloria at the bus stop, felt like heaven in the fresh air. Haha. Then Jennifer had a bajillion nosebleeds. Lol. Bloodbath! Luckily I had none. And surprisingly my headache wasn't as bad as the one I had at Berna's birthday. But whatev. Good chillax day to get break started.

*random // Did you know they sell DOUCHES at Walgreens? haha. I hella saw a bunch of them near the pharmacy. Some perv was hella looking at them. Gross.

Today I'm leaving for Windsor. Going to be there for a night. R&R. No schoolwork, no stressing, no drama. Leave it all behind for two days. Plus I'm going to try to get some photography time in there. I haven't had that kind of time in so long. And I get TWO times this week. Hellyess.


.. nonsense. all nonsense. why did i believe in nonsense?

My Beautiful Rescue

Spring break is next week. Time to just fcukin RELAX!
Except I still have the practice for AP English. But whatev.

Not much to blog about.

Here's some pics of The Pack at Mr. Westmoor

I Need You Tonight

I've got a lot coming up these last two months of school. I want to improve GREATLY. So very rare hanging out. Now that I have my license I can ask my mom if I can drop her off at BART and then take the car to school so I can just go home and then pick her up from work whenever. I gotta be that study hard, get good grades type of person. No slacking off, seriously. This is my JUNIOR YEAR. Basically the year that decides my future. Fck. Now that I think of it that way, makes me even more stressed out. I need to like remind myself of everything thats ahead of me.

-Mr. Westmoor
-Plan with Julia our Digital Video presentation
-Auntie Lisa comes on the 6th
-Get State Conference permission slip signed and turned in
-Study everyday for SATs
-Study for AP English test (that can start towards mid-April)
-Windsor vacation
-GATE photography trip
-Jay's birthday party
-Find more business clothes for FBLA
-Fill in and turn in Concurrent enrollment for Trig
-STAR testing

Sorry guys, I JUST CAN'T HANG for awhile. On rare occasions I will. But afterschool, its going to be limited to tutoring, FBLA, 09, and waiting for my mom. And maybe, if people are willing to .. LIBRARY! I actually like the library. It keeps me focused and its resourceful. Haha.