Flake

Week two of school has passed. I'm glad we have a three day weekend.

Yesterday I finally got to hang out with TSSS girls. It's been awhile since we've all gotten together especially because of school and other issues. Afterschool Regina and I followed Nancy & Luzelle to get their ears pierced. Oh man, I couldn't watch. I tried distracting myself by listening to music, but then there was blood and pain, ahh never again will I witness that. Then we went to the dollar store and bought cake mix. Too bad the sushi restaurant was closed for a certain time because me and Regina wanted some so badly. Then we took the bus to Regina's and watch Shall We Dance & Ella Enchanted. And everytime I'm with them I eat like a crazy maniac. I had chinese food, cake, pizza, spaghetti, ice cream, almond biscottis, and pringles. JEEZ, right? But water all day :) It was a good day. Hopefully we have a lot more in the future, even after high school.

Hah, the funniest rumor about me that i've heard lately is that i'm only into white guys! I wonder who said that. thanks for telling me, source. I guess it would seem that way lately, but trust me, they aren't the ONLY ones I'd go for. that rumors makes me sound racist. lol. Oh, and mr. stalker, can you please like go away? I don't mean or want to sound conceited with all this stalker talk, but seriously, can't I catch a break from seeing him or hearing him? He's always with them now, making friends with MY friends, and he's in one of my classes. GO THE FUCK AWAY. and maybe he's reading this right now since he's such a stalker and it's probably where the stupid rumor came from.

Anyways, on a more serious topic ... but I'm probably going to rant alot about this ...
Lately since there has been any OTH or Gossip Girl all I've been watching is the Planet Green channel. I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! It has everything from how to make your house more sustainable to what celebrities are gaining eco-consciousness. Hehe, "offtop" one of the best channels created right now. (POPSTAR I HATE YOUR GUTS) And then all this watching leads me to go online and read all these blogs and foundation websites. My "Green" favorites folder probably contains the most links than all the others. I wish I had others around that feel just as enthusiastic about changing our environment and making a difference as much as I do. Right now I can't do much because of money and resource limitations. And also, support limitations. Especially my mom. She's annoyed anytime that I'm watching planet green or whenever I suggust an alternative to something that we do or have. But then when an adult talks about it, she's all for it, or saying to someone "you're not green" Ugh, please. That word. I'll use that word occasionally, but seriously, switch it up, there are words that came before the term 'green'. All I hear and see is green green green. "Go Green" on not even recycled or organic PLASTIC BAGS and PESTICIDE-FILLED COTTON shirts. Don't make it a trend. It's great that we're all becoming more informed on global warming and how to change our lifestyle, but that doesn't mean you should make money off of it. Anyone who buys those dumbass green bags and tshirts from F21 and what not are basically, dumbasses. I may not know everything there is to the issues we have in the environment, but atleast I can say that I'm trying to educate myself on everything. The worst places I've been so far that aren't helping all of this are school and the mall. At school, there are absolutely no recycling bins outside of classrooms, the recycling club really doesn't do squat, and school just sucks in everything. The same goes for the mall, there are NO recycling bins anywhere throughout Serramonte, a countless number of lights are on in each store, but I really love to see a store ask me if I need a bag instead of assumingly putting it in a plastic one. I myself need to start bringing around my tote everywhere I go. I also thought that when I get older or actually have a job, save money for college, and then save money for a little spending, and then save money to give to different organizations. I have too many different thoughts and opinions that sometimes contradict each other, oh well "I'm only human".

Wow, that was long. Anyone who fully read this post, congratulations.

We Got The Beat

This is sad.

http://www.vbs.tv/shows.php?show=894543038

Ain't Got You

Lately I've been in the blogging mood. And I don't care that absolutely NO ONE reads this. I'm sure in like a few years I'll read all of the entries in here and say "Man, I was an idiot." Hah.

Anywayssss, TGIF! The first week of school is over with. Now I have about a billion left to go. This weekend I am not homework free unfortunately. Lots of writing and studying to do. WeakfriGGensauce. Plus, I assumed I had my ID card in my wallet which is where it is 98% of the time, but today it WASN'T. So I have to get my trig and psych book on monday. More weaksauce. weaksauce is weaksauce.

I think both of their "feelings" have gone away. I got what I wanted. :) But its like seeing them everywhere, jeezus.

I need to make some ecogoals for myself because obviously the world is turning ugly and I feel like I'm just sitting here admiring others achievements when I should actually be DOING something.
EASY GOALS
1. Only one hour of computer a day
2. One hour of tv a day
3. get bigger bins for every different type of recyclables
4. only shop at thrift/vintage stores
5. stop buying a lot of packaged foods/goods/wuteva.
6. refuse plastic bags
HARD GOALS
1. eat all organic
2. take only the bus everywhere
3. plant trees
4. get rid of the tv in my room and in the guest room

yeaah random. goodbye invisible readers.

xoxolamegirl.

;p

What We Have Been Waiting For

Thought I might squeeze in a little blog before bed. Even though its already 9:05, eek. Whatever, 20 minutes won't hurt.

Second day of school. Not that bad I guess. For some reason though I feel like I have no idea where I am and everything is just a blur. Have I taken on more than I can handle? I don't think so. I just need to organize my week better and learn time management and forget about procrastination! I need some more iron in me because by 2:45 I just want to knock out. I think that's why I'm so much more quiet than usual in my classes. I just want to sleep whenever. Gahh.

Practice was okay today. No hiphop though.

For those TWO, I'm going to try to have a different outlook on the situations. Like it never happened or that I never heard anything. If I just keep playing the friendliness then nothing will happen, hopefully. I tried it today afterschool and it seemed to work. Plus, school has started so we have more to preoccupy ourselves. But I have 2nd period with one of them which isn't helping.

WorldPeace.

Can You Keep A Secret

I still have yet to receive my ALBL cd, so meanwhile I've been listening to the leak 24/7 and a band I recently found out about, The Cab. Mmm, I love their songs because they're not the typical alternative/rock type. Plus Marshall is the bombdiggity.


Ahh school is basically HERE! I can't believe it. I still feel like I've had an incomplete summer. Weaksauce. The concert was the highlight of the break, but I wish I did more. Hopefully my mind doesn't tell me to make up for it during the school year, because it'll only take me away from my studies. I must say goodbye to the watching of Jon&Kate Plus 8 at 11am & 4pm. Or watching comcast ondemand and planet green all day. Or the beautiful SLEEP! Adios to you.

Today I did major cleaning and organizing in my room. I've got my school supplies ready for Tuesday and my room looks more spacious.

This may be my last summer blog. Goooodbye.

Overnight Celebrity

I really dislike being an only child. It's so lonely. And when you want to do something, but everyone is unavailable, it's sort of .. depressing in a way. All my close female cousins live hundreds of miles away. Sometimes I also really don't like going places just with my mom because she'll make everything complicated and not enjoyable.

I hella miss the middle school days. Even though there was more than enough drama, it was still awesome. Actually I miss elementary days more. I think I've been watching too much Jon&Kate Plus 8. I miss that imagination I used to have with the things around me. Like putting Barbie and posse in different scenarios or playing restaurant, or even creating backstreet boy concerts with Jessica. Hah. Or listening to Avril Lavigne's Sk8ter Boy and Mandy Moore's Cry 10 times in a row because Stormee was addicted to them during our roadtrip to Las Vegas. Or playing kickball at recess and lunch and trying to become "kickball queen". Or 4 square! I just want to type out all that I can remember right now because i'm bored and nostalgic. I remember my dad used to take me walking for miles in Foster City only because it was nice weather. Or hanging out at Jessica's place upstairs and getting a gameboy color as a surprise. Ahh I have so much more but my mom is about to come nearrr. Okbye.

Take A Breath

Another day that I wake up at 6:45 to drop my mom off at BART just so I can take the car. I seriously cannot wait until my cousin gives me her car because having only one car and two licensed drivers just doesn't work.

School hasn't even started yet and I'm slightly starting to feel the stress of everything. I have green hat trainings, 09 meetings, cotillion practices, summer reading, and SAT studying (which I haven't started on because I get so lazy), then there's also the hanging out that MUST BE DONE before summer is over. Gahhh. I told my mom all of this and her response was "You're not supposed to have fun." Uhh yeah okay. I already have no fun at home every single day of the year. I can barely ever bring friends over because of HIM, I can't freely go into the living room to watch tv or the kitchen to make my own food. Even downstairs! HE gets downstairs! And you know what he does with it, destroy it. That was supposed to be the entertainment room. This house fucking sucks. It was supposed to be different from the condo, but its exactly the same just more places I can't go! That's the reason I go out so much because I hate being at home. I also partially blame it for the reason I've gained so much weight these past years. All I do is come home, eat, and stay in my bedroom. Nothing else.

But anyways, enough 'not family just people living in my house' drama.

At noon, the Burning Up cd leaks on mtv! Too bad I won't be online to listen to it. It's okay, I'll probably be listening to it for days until I get my cd :) Nick and Selena are obviously dating. Even though I'm incredibly jealous, I hope they last longer than him and Miley. Oh gosh, what am I saying. Lame moment. Ha.