Big Pun Pt 2

I had so much fun on Friday. The more and more I hang out with these girls, the more we get closer and the more I love em. :p So at around 3:30 I got to Berna's finally and we all exchanged gifts all of which I love! Then loogi and sambam tricked us by actually HAVING sam's car and that loogi didn't need to be home by 6! Assholes. So then we went to Haight, and stayed there for a couple of hours. We went into store I haven't really checked out whenever I go there so now I have more places to shop. Too bad I didn't buy anything .. I only had 20 which is definitely not enough for Haight, unless all you're going to buy is earrings. So yeah after shopping we ate Thai there. Always delicious. Then we didn't want to go home so we decided to watch National Treasure, but it was sold out. So then we decided to go to Ocean Beach. Talked & whatnot. Then we got bored again so we ended up just hanging out at Ranch. Had HELLA fun there. And as a last stop we went to visit Meliza.

Good day. <33333333

This morning I was watching the Mighty Morphin Power Rangers movie and it brought to my attention how much I used to and STILL think the black ranger is pretty freaking bomb! Johnny Yong Bosch. GO KOREA/IRELAND! Hahaa. I miss MMPR. Seriously. They should play reruns more. All I see is the retarded new ones. Fck those ones. I want the originals!


Okay anyways,
Saturday was pretty fun too. In the morning I went to Regina's house to meet up with TSSS to receive our gifts. I'm so happy that I finally have my fisheye 35mm camera! I've been wanting it for the longest time! Then went back home, watched power rangers movie (yes i've watched it twice already since break started) then got picked up by Jennifer. Went to her house and watched some of the Warriors game. Left for Stonestown to go to Olive Garden for Mike's birthday. Everyone was in their own little cliques which was whatever. Went home and then my mom disconnected my internet so I just went to sleep.

Can't wait til tomorrow! Seattle fam will be here. Extra happyyyy.

Heart of the Matter

Finally, winterbreak has begun. I can't wait to see how this break is going to turn out.

Well yesterday was okay. Not the best way to end the 07 year but whatever. Got to sorta talk things out with her, but unfortunately there were distractions. It'll take me awhile to get back to the way things used to be, but I'm glad she realized what we were going through and that we cleared some things up. Surely, but slowly it'll happen.

Today is another 6pc bonding day! Gift exchanging + Haight. Exciiiited. I get to be there for Julia and Berna's first time.

I feel like I'm drifting from some people and getting closer to others. It's hard to keep up with all the groups of people. Hopefully I can spend enough time with EVERYONE. And I hope that no one thinks that I'm trying to avoid them.

Hi-Definition

Big Pun Today! ;p

Well finals were pretty easy today. Algebra was basically the study guide and photography was a piece of cake.

But the best part of today was the 6PC chillinnnnnnnnn'
We haven't really had one of these before where it's just us three so it felt pretty good. Julia turned gangster for the day! Haha I swear anytime I'm with them its always hella fun and I feel extra comfortable. I wish today could've lasted longer, but we all have other finals to study for and other things to get done.

Sushi Toast!

This girl wants people to steal $$ from her account. Jk.

Improved 6PC! :)

Take Two

*I'll add the video later!

It hella does not feel like winterbreak is about to come and same with Christmas. I'm helllllllllllla happy Christmas is near, but I don't have that usual wintery and fuzzy feeling that makes me all excited inside. lol. It doesn't even feel like finals week. I'm just like 'wutevaa'. I don't really care about my finals cause the ones that are going to be hard are the ones I have As in, which is weird, but if I fail atleast I'll probably atleast have a B+. Except for Alg. I'll still have an effing B in that class no matter how well I do on the final. Bitjazz.

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING! I NEED ME A MILLIONAIRE! DAAAAANG!

You've Changed

Quick vent.

How is that after two years plus more, that you couldn't even invite the girls who have been there for you this whole time. Now it's like, why did I even try last year to stay friends with you when all I would be is someone to talk to because everyone else is busy. WTF is that. Ugh. I thought us five girls would be the group that other people wished they were part of because we've been such close friends since freshman year. Sucks we just had to separate like this. And it sucks that YOU couldn't even make the effort to try to reconnect or try to hang out with us.
Whatever, have fun with your life that you've chosen.

Nothing Lasts Forever

After six years, I feel that I get worse in missing him every year. That's probably because I get worse in remembering his presence every year. I swear, I really still can't believe that it's just going to be me and my mom from now on. I always try to picture how life would be like if he were still alive, but honestly I can't. I'm a different person than that naive 10 year old I used to be. Every one's always like 'he'd probably be as strict on you, even worse, than he was before' but I think differently. But I guess I'll never know, so there's no point in even trying to imagine it. I remember, I think it was last year that me and my family were watching old home videos. And there my dad was. I was so surprised that my dad's voice sounds like that. I couldn't even remember. I really only have had 7 years with my dad. From the day I was born til I was three, I can't remember any memories, but what toddler does? And that's what makes me so sad. Usually daughters spend half a lifetime with their dads. I've only gotten 7. I took his presence for granted those measly 7 years. I would always be angry with him that I never got to be like the rest of the kids at school. I couldn't hang out afterschool, I'd get in trouble if I hung out with bad kids, my manners were on point 24/7, but I was so carefree and happy through it all.

That one day, December 9 2001 was probably the most shocked I've ever been in my life. I should be slapped a million times. It's sad that the only time I remember everything perfectly with him is that one tragic week. And that's this week. I only remember small bits of my life with him before it all. I think I'm going to sleep before I cry even more and look like an even worse zombie than I did today. Gah today was horrible. But you know, gotta keep that smile so that no questions are asked and I still appear that happy person. Although, I do wish I could just so easily cry and be able to talk to someone about it, but everyone's caught up in their own problems that I guess the only person is myself and plus, I wouldn't want to pour out my tears and feelings at school which is the only place I really see people.

Bitjazz

Tell me why suddenly yahoo messenger is the new hype ? WTF?! Who started this one ? I doubt it'll last just like makeshift. There's so many different trends at Westmoor, it's crazy. Like black hair ... I've had mine since the day I started growing hair. Then also short hair ? Oh man. Quit with the hypes already, go find yourself!

Yesterday's Chamber of Commerce soiree was pretty f-u-n. It was just a whole bunch of actual 'business leaders' there chatting and bidding and winning away. Oh and singing. Ha. The food wasn't too bad either. The meat was bomb.

The Coat Checkers, Me, Big booty Ho

My hands in Justina's faaace! Lol. idk.

Karaoke Girls

Feat Jeremiassss ! :)

Post Soiree w/ BoogaBerna

I want to go on a photography shoot actually outside of my house, but I never have the time =/ I miss just being able to go out to the sunny days during summer and take pictures of my surroundings. But it's too cold and no one is really up for adventures nowadays with school ...

Clumsy

I need to come home earlier more often. I get a lot of homework done at home instead of waiting to do it during class and plus I finish pretty quickly so I have free-time that I deserve. Hah.

I need to keep my distance from you. I can't make myself get over you if you're there most of the time. There's nothing I can do about it in the morning because that's not really my choice, but later in the day, always seeing you ... is NOT GOOD! I just want you to go away ... please.

Christmas time is coming around and I can't wait. No matter what, this time of the year always puts me in a good mood.

If only it was easier to forget

Gotta start a new blog because of the stupid stalkers at westmoor and wherever the hell they come from.

Winterball was pretty fun. Ten times better than freshman year. I wouldn't say this was better than LDI though. Now that was BOMB. But anyways, SFDC was nice. I liked it more than the gift center. Went to Berna's afterwards. Pretty baaamb. Probably the first to sleep, but who gives a fck, they didn't do anything to me anyways! Then woke up to find the boys back & then we all went to Westmoor to watch the sunrise. Cold as hell, but incredibly worth it. Hella nice. As fun as the weekend was, I'm glad it's all OVER WITH.