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Another summer week gone by. This bites. Summer is coming to an end and I still don't have that full satisfaction. Part of me wants to study for SAT, read my summer reading books, and prepare for school. The other part wants to be like fuck it, this is the last "still in high school" summer I will ever have, time to go out as much as possible. I've got to decide soon what I'm going to do for the last few weeks because they are going by fast.

More later because I had a lot to say, but my mind just went blank. Maybe after I get some exercise and elephant bar food in me, I'll remember. Hah.

Last Thing On Your Mind

Before I go and take a late shower, I guess I'll blog a bit. I have a lot going on next week. I need a list to remind me what I'm doing each day.

Sunday - Gym maybe
Monday - with madre
Tuesday - stonestown at 12
Wednesday - practice
Thursday - meeting at Elephant Bar
Friday - senior portraits!

I need some time to test out how I'll do my hair for friday, but I don't know when! Maybe Sunday or Monday. Grrr.

So I went from $315 to $180 in less than a week. Fuck. I still have to save for school, save for the jacket, and school clothes shopping.

I can't believe school is starting soon. I'm sort of excited and ready at this moment. Probably when the last week comes, I'll scratch that and not want to go back. Hah. But when there's school I'm moving more which helps me maintain a steady weight. Summer throws it completely off. I'm nowhere close to achieving my goal weight for the bet. Darn.

The day I spent $90 and almost ended up in the projects. Oh, and I saw a giraffe =P

I Kissed a Girl

Ahhh I finally have the motivation to blog. It hasn't been too long since my last one though. But anyways, lotss to tell.

On Monday I went to help out COC at the golf course near Lake Merced. Kind of fun. We got free polos and an Outback Steakhouse lunch for free. Plus a goody bag that the golfers would each get. Then after registration of the golfers was done, we got to check out the course. Pretty boring if you ask me. The only fun part was riding on the back of the golf cart. Left around 3:15 and then dropped Julia off. We had to get ready to go clubbin'!!! HAHA siiike. Me, Sam, Julia, and Berna went to Fina Estampa to check out what Eminence is like. Met up with Sam's friends and waited in line. Turns out they were at capacity and we were SO CLOSE to getting in, but just ended up not. Lol. So instead we went to Rainforest Cafe. That place is so over priced. But I did enjoy the fish and I was amazed at the moving gorilla near our table.

The pack slept over that night. Watched my Dave Chappelle DVD and by the end everyone knocked out. Wrote all over Sam's arm. Goodnight.

Woke up and went to Pak n' Save to get a few things. Made delicious brownies and got ready for the Jonas Brothers concert. Dude, fitting like 10 people in my room was ridiculous. I could barely get in and out of there! Jasmine, Ray, Cristella, and Fritz rode with me and my mom while the other girls were w/ Sam. When we got there we went to the tour bus that fans can write on. Then waited in the longest line I've ever seen, but it moved pretty quickly. Got in, took a fake picture with the JoBros and then headed to our seats. The view was actually not that bad. Although I couldn't see their faces clearly with my own eyes, at least they weren't the size of ants. Demi Lovato was first. Her songs are actually not that bad and I might even consider downloading them in the future. :) When the boys came on ... oh man .. you have no idea. We went craaazy. I think that has been the only time in my life that I've screamed so loud and so much. By the end I think I was half deaf and my throat really really hurt. Ahhh one of the GREATEST GREATEST days of my life. No doubt.

The next day I had debut practice. Same as usual, but seemed shorter. And I suck at hiphop so much I was the last girl to be seen doing the bodyroll because I CAN'T DO ITT! Ahh the torture. Plus I had other difficulties like my partner. I wish I could still dance with the other person I had. Anddd, I'm not interested. sorry. It's only been two practices with you and already you're thinking of a more than friends type of thing? Not my style. Plus, I'm suuper super picky. Hopefully next week won't be awkward. Ah nvm I bet it will be.

And friend, please don't try to play matchmaker. That's another thing I'm not a fan of.

But ANYWAYS. Concert picture time :D

Moustache!!

Self-explanatory.

Demi Lovato. Her hair was very nice. Hah.

Opening - That's Just the Way we Roll

Cute mysterious sensitive one.

Cute sexy bomb funny one

A little bit longer, and I'll be fiiiiine

I'm slippin' into the lava and I'm trying to keep from going underrr

I'd wait for you. Bombass.

Magic

Yesterday I got back from Yosemite. It was an alright trip. I mostly just watched movie rentals, took pictures at the park, and ate. Oh and I swam .. man did it feel great because it was like 90s-100 there! And I felt really out of place because everyone there was basically white. Haha. Only at our resort was when I saw people of color! And one of the families had a goodlookin' son. Lol. But anyways, even though I barely did anything, I wish I could have stayed longer. Coming home, ugh. I come back to annoying popstars, ugly weather, and no privacy. Atleast in Bass Lake, my mom was more occupied so that she wasn't able to always bug me.

So here's my try at scenic photography. Still a nub.

I tried getting a shot where the bridge was empty, but people kept coming.

random.

focused on the nearest object

too bright in the upper half

no idea.

a sequoia tree. hella biiig

i need filters.

if only i had a tripod i could create a misty effect

crazy people climbing to be closer to the waterfall.

I tried the misty effect, kind of shows, but kind of shaky because i placed it on the railing and people were walking which made it move

Green Light

Ahh my mood is all wack. Overall today was a good day, but old stuff came up and then just pisses me off. So now I'm mad. lmao. So i'll vent a little.

Dude, I heard you guys saying his name, I'm not deaf. It was two fucking years ago. I swear, sometimes you guys are so immature and just .. lame. Haha. Get over the past.

You!, come call me out then. When YOU weren't even fucking going to dinner with us and you get mad that I wasn't giving YOU a ride to the party? THE FUCK? We were going in two totally different directions. And also, last time I checked I'M the one driving, & if you want to act like that, get your own car. Sometimes you act like you're so real and blunt and shit, when you're just as fake and is most shittalking person I've seriously, ever met. There are girls I know, who can talk til there's no tomorrow, but you are beyond them.

I'm getting tired. Not just physically, but mentally. I feel like everytime something comes up, I just want to ignore it and get the hell away from it. I can't take it anymore. I have feelings if you didn't know. I have my own shit to deal with if you didn't know. And I know, that no matter what mood I'm in, I will ALWAYS be there to listen to a friend. I will ALWAYS help, even if I may not want to, I will. But sometimes people takes advantage of that and I feel that I don't get the appreciation from everyone that I deserve.

But hey, gotta stay positive in order to get positive things in return right?

Edit:// Yeah, that was last night. I posted it, but then took it back. So now I'm posting it again, but adding additional stuff

But anyways, practice was pretty fun. My partner still wasn't there so I danced with Nicolle's partner. It was so embarassing because during the hussel we had to get pulled under the guys legs. So the choreographer used me as his partner, but when it came to that under the legs part thing, my fucking forehead hit his ass! Gross to the max. I'm seriously scarred for life. That plaid pants wearing ... ugh! Haha. But we learned more complicated moves for hiphop. I need to learn the lyrics so that when I don't have the music, I can just practice w/o it.

After practice, I dropped off Luzelle and then picked up my mom cause she said she wanted to go into the city. So she drove to REI and we got our KLEEN KANTEEN WATER BOTTLES! I'm so happy. But the down side is that they didn't have the colors I wanted =(. So I got this grey/brown colored one. Very very happy :D

That's it. For now I guess. I need to pack for this weekend. It's basically going to be my photography getaway. My mom wants me to bring my laptop, so update from there laterrrr.

Adios amigoas.