Do I Do

I should be cleaning the house and doing homework. But I'm a lazyass and decided to blog instead. My laziness is getting worse and worse by the day. Something needs to change.

But anyways,

I'm all partied out. I've gone to so many places in the past two weeks. I can't catch a break. And everytime I want to just chill out by myself, I can't because I'm constantly interrupted. Not that I don't love all the people around me, I just need time to myself to re-energize and get my life back together.

I'm falling apart in some parts of my life. Like with weight, school, and family. I gained all my weight back from last year. Fuck. This is all bad. Now I'm back to feeling super crappy and self-conscious about the way I look. And school, I don't do anything. For the first time in months, I did some of my trig homework. AHHHH. And with family, I barely spend any time with my mom or my grandma. And now my uncle is coming back, and now home is back to being a prison.

I'm glad I have my friends and significant other to keep me happy. I am happier than I've ever been lately.

Remember the Time

I love Michael Jackson's music. Not him.

So it's 2009 and today is the last day of winterbreak. Weaksauce.

How I'm starting off the new year ...

Friend-wise - Everything is great. I have no drama and have balanced my hangout time with them pretty good. Although I will admit I haven't hung out with TSSS in a long time. It's just that when I'm not available, they want to chill. Other than that, everything is good. I hope the rest of my senior is wonderful with all of them, and that we live it up.


Family-wise - It's alright. Yesterday I went to a party on my mom's side. You know what pisses me off? When my mom is telling family what my major is, and she says " you know, its all about how to go green. She wants to go green. Green Green Green" That pisses me the FUCK OFF. That's not what its all about. And the word green has already been pissing me off, so my mom just makes it worse. & oh boy, I can't wait until my uncle gets back -_- I love that I can freely go into the living room and kitchen without him being there to bitch.


Relationship-wise - I'm happy. Hah. I mean, what more can I say?


School-wise - So far from what is on Communicado, I have A's and a C-in trig. Also, so far I've been accepted to SFSU. Waiting list for SJSU. Waiting for SDSU. I guess I'm okay with going to SFSU. But I'd rather just go to community and then transfer somewhere much better.

2009, be good to me please. It's been good so far in these past 4 days.

Walk Like A Warrior

lYke 0mg iTz bh3en fa3vA n uH dAy -_-

It's winterbreak and I feel like it's about to end tomorrow. I haven't done much since it started.

Seattle was fun. Sort of. Okay, not really. Yeah, I spent time with my family, but I was by myself most of the time. Most of them had work and the snow kept us all inside. I saw the new Southcenter. It's soooo much better and has shops that I wish we had in San Francisco. And at Bellevue Square they have an actual FREE PEOPLE store. I'm jealous. Very jealous. Christmas Eve was fun. We played the questions game that Luzelle introduced me to and we laughed so much. I needed that. Then we played a few board games and at midnight opened our presents. I got
- A Northface jacket from Janessa
- A green book and 2 vegetarian/vegan cookbooks from Marla
- A Bestbuy giftcard from my mom
- $$$$

I didn't get much, but I'm actually pretty happy about that. For one, I didn't have a whole lot to add to my luggage and I'd rather just be happy during the holidays than have a whole bunch of unnecessary things.

I have no idea what I'm going to do for New Years. I never do anything with family anymore and I was supposed to hang out with Jon and his friends, but he had to go to San Diego =/ I only got to hang out with him one day this entire break. But it's okay, it was a good day :)

Next year is going to be completely different. I know it.

Oh I almost forgot. I got a dramatic haircut. Hah. I just wanted to see what it would look like, but I'm not satisfied. I'm probably going to grow it back again. Oh well.

Adios for a long time because I know I probably won't be updating again anytime soon.