Sunday, January 25, 2009

Do I Do


I should be cleaning the house and doing homework. But I'm a lazyass and decided to blog instead. My laziness is getting worse and worse by the day. Something needs to change.

But anyways,

I'm all partied out. I've gone to so many places in the past two weeks. I can't catch a break. And everytime I want to just chill out by myself, I can't because I'm constantly interrupted. Not that I don't love all the people around me, I just need time to myself to re-energize and get my life back together.

I'm falling apart in some parts of my life. Like with weight, school, and family. I gained all my weight back from last year. Fuck. This is all bad. Now I'm back to feeling super crappy and self-conscious about the way I look. And school, I don't do anything. For the first time in months, I did some of my trig homework. AHHHH. And with family, I barely spend any time with my mom or my grandma. And now my uncle is coming back, and now home is back to being a prison.

I'm glad I have my friends and significant other to keep me happy. I am happier than I've ever been lately.

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