Bounce

Obtained:
Descartes' Bones: A Skeletal History of the Conflict between Faith and Reason by Russell Shorto
Way of the Peaceful Warrior: A Book That Changes Lives by Dan Millman
For One More Day by Mitch Albom
The Screwtape Letters: With Screwtape Proposes a Toast by C.S. Lewis
Life as we knew it - Nicholas Sparks
The Lucky One - Nicholas Sparks
American Earth: Environmental Writing Since Thoreau - Bill McKibben
The Almost Moon - Alice Sebold
The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society - Mary Ann Schaffer
Siddhartha - Hermann Hesse
What Have You Lost? - Naomi Shihab Nye
Sophie's World: A Novel about the History of Philosophy - Jostein Gaarder
The Last Summer of You & Me - Ann Brashares
*finish the last installment of the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

Anti-Matter

Out of place.
Out of motivation.
Outcast.

How could I be so stupid to think that things were going back to the way they were.
Getting away would make no difference. I'd still have to come back.

Losingeverything.
Overanalyzing.
Desperation.
Nostalgic.
Squareone.
Impatient.
FlatoutEMO.

There's no point. So don't even try.

Everywhere

Shot at SATs numero dos = Hopefully better than the first
I skipped a lot more questions than last time so it's a make or break.
But I know I didn't do so well on the essay, that was shit. Big shit.

Then afterwards, went to L&L and ate and realized how little my stomach can handle now. Then we headed to Berkeley. During the BART ride, there was a gangster ass dad with his gangster ass sons and then the littlest one who was probably about 8 pulled up his sweater, and there i saw a vest-type of clothing. Then the little boy opened a pouch and pulled out a sharp blade. It wasn't your typical knife type blade it was like a special design blade that you would throw at someone. I was scared as FCUK man. I reeeally wanted to sleep like the rest of them, but I could not. I was scared they would seriously CUT us and rob us. Shit was scary. SO THEN, we missed our stop to Berkeley, but it was all good and then finally got to downtown Berkeley. Nothing special I guess. The atmosphere is chill and what not, but some people make it seem like it's the greatest place ever. We were lost many times and had a large amount of walking done. Ate some yogurt at a eco-friendly shop and then headed towards the UC campus. HELLA EFFIN' BIG. It must be so difficult to get to classes. Then we went to the "famous gate" and there was Telegraph! I definitely want to go back there someday. Maybe when I'm not always asking my mom for money and I haven't shopped in a long time! But I did buy a Berkeley t-shirt. I like it so much, I'm wearing it as my sleeping shirt! I think I'll buy one for every campus I visit, including SFSU! Ha. But yeah, lots of cool stores and restaurants.

Today was an overall good and exciting day. I love seeing new places even if they aren't the most interesting. Too bad I wasn't able to take pictures. Maybe because of time, cause I didn't want to be rushed in my photos.

NO MORE SPENDING FOR THIS MONTH!
No food afterschool (but I'll still go ;p), no shopping, nada! The Cal shirt will be my last purchase for this month. I better keep to my word.