Green Light

Ahh my mood is all wack. Overall today was a good day, but old stuff came up and then just pisses me off. So now I'm mad. lmao. So i'll vent a little.

Dude, I heard you guys saying his name, I'm not deaf. It was two fucking years ago. I swear, sometimes you guys are so immature and just .. lame. Haha. Get over the past.

You!, come call me out then. When YOU weren't even fucking going to dinner with us and you get mad that I wasn't giving YOU a ride to the party? THE FUCK? We were going in two totally different directions. And also, last time I checked I'M the one driving, & if you want to act like that, get your own car. Sometimes you act like you're so real and blunt and shit, when you're just as fake and is most shittalking person I've seriously, ever met. There are girls I know, who can talk til there's no tomorrow, but you are beyond them.

I'm getting tired. Not just physically, but mentally. I feel like everytime something comes up, I just want to ignore it and get the hell away from it. I can't take it anymore. I have feelings if you didn't know. I have my own shit to deal with if you didn't know. And I know, that no matter what mood I'm in, I will ALWAYS be there to listen to a friend. I will ALWAYS help, even if I may not want to, I will. But sometimes people takes advantage of that and I feel that I don't get the appreciation from everyone that I deserve.

But hey, gotta stay positive in order to get positive things in return right?

Edit:// Yeah, that was last night. I posted it, but then took it back. So now I'm posting it again, but adding additional stuff

But anyways, practice was pretty fun. My partner still wasn't there so I danced with Nicolle's partner. It was so embarassing because during the hussel we had to get pulled under the guys legs. So the choreographer used me as his partner, but when it came to that under the legs part thing, my fucking forehead hit his ass! Gross to the max. I'm seriously scarred for life. That plaid pants wearing ... ugh! Haha. But we learned more complicated moves for hiphop. I need to learn the lyrics so that when I don't have the music, I can just practice w/o it.

After practice, I dropped off Luzelle and then picked up my mom cause she said she wanted to go into the city. So she drove to REI and we got our KLEEN KANTEEN WATER BOTTLES! I'm so happy. But the down side is that they didn't have the colors I wanted =(. So I got this grey/brown colored one. Very very happy :D

That's it. For now I guess. I need to pack for this weekend. It's basically going to be my photography getaway. My mom wants me to bring my laptop, so update from there laterrrr.

Adios amigoas.