Wanna Be Starting Something

So this is how last week went ..

*Okay guys, well ummm when I was uploaded the pictures onto my computer I had problems with uploading the videos, and it took hella long, so I forgot to put the IHOP pictures into a folder and so when I was done with the videos I deleted everything from the camera. THEN, a few hours later when I wanted to blog and show pictures, I was like oh buttfcuk, THEY'RE GONE. Yeahh .. extraaaa sorry, please DON'T KILL ME =(

But anyways I feel like I've been on an overload with something. Maybe it all seems to be going wrong because it's been alot over the past week. I think I just need time to myself to sort everything out.

Sometimes I wish I knew exactly what I wanted. I don't know if I should go along with something or keep my guard up thinking every guy isn't worthy because they're all jerks. Or if the direction I'm taking friendships is right and won't end up like the friendships I had with Jonelle or Vanessa. And also, SCHOOL. I know I'm not doing the best I possibly can and I'm going to try, but its hard because no matter what, something is going to top the other and its definitely hard to balance everything. Highschool is so bittersweet. Damnit.

And hella things are coming up ..

U.S. History Research Project

Digital Video Draft

President's Week Break

FBLA Bay Section Conference

FBLA State Conference

AP tests

Registering for SATs in May

It's seriously crunch time, no matter what I have to sacrifice. When I have the free time, I'll use it for other purposes other than school. Blahhhh.