Saturday, May 17, 2008

It's Like That

I am so glad that testing for AP is over with. This week has been test after test. Now all I have to worry about is possibly trying out for AP Gov/Econ and SAT IIs. I'm planning on taking subjects lit and u.s. history. *Note to self - Buy books soon.

I also had my green hat interview yesterday. Pretty scary, but I got through it. Now I'm just hopeful I get in. :)

Anyways,
Understand before you Judge. Research before you Conclude.
It's the end of the year, and I'm tired. Tired of hearing false rumors or things said. Tired of cliques. Tired of it alllll. I was angry before, but now I'm just sick of it. Something just showed us all that we don't have time to fight. No time to judge eachother. Don't connect me to an assumption when you don't even know the reason for my actions. Okay, I went because I know the pain that they feel. And it feels good to know that people who may not have even known the person personally, actually care enough to show their sympathy. It really hit home when I went, but I'm the type of person who can't fully let my feelings out. Only when I'll alone. Right now, I'm not concerned with who knows and making a whole gang of people go against whoever. I just want it to stop. Go beyond middleschool thinking. We're about to be SENIORS. This is kind of like a message to all the 09'ers. Really, I'm not pointing fingers at anyone. Ahhhh jeez. This is definitely not what I wanted to happen during the last few weeks of school. I think it's time I go to the cemetery, alone.

One sweet day.

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