Bleeding Love

Wow. I noticed that the songs that I listen to when I start each blog has the word 'love'. Means nothing, but it's kind of funny. But anyways ...

Went to Boulevard Cafe for Alex's birthday. The mac n cheese was pretty bomb. Too bad I couldn't finish it, they gave alot. Had a small trouble during dinner ..

*off topic, but i really want things to go back to the way they were before. i mean, right now, i'm still pretty upset of how this whole thing has gone, but i can't stay bitter for long. It may come back, but it's never a continous type of thing. This 'issue' keeps me from having a really good junior year. It doesn't really matter to me anymore whether im in 'it or not. I was upset, now I'm like yeah okay, we've drifted, I've put my contribution to the friendship and I hope something good in return happens for me. Same goes for the rest of the girls. I know right now some of the girls are more upset than I am, but hopefully (this'll sound weird) we can be better than just staying bitter towards another and just be the group we once were. it probably will not be the same as before, but maybe better or maybe worse. depends ... -- maybe right now i'm just reminiscent over EVERYTHING in my life that I want everything to be okay.

Back to last night .. uhhh went to J-town to karaoke but it turned out there was an hour wait. Damn, never go there on a Friday. So while we were waiting I spotted this yogurt place. And it was basically like Pinkberrry, but somehow not as good =/ Still enjoyed it and might go there again. =) Then we waited for awhile at the karaoke place, but it took too long and plus there were like 3 groups in front of us, so my mom was tired (she was the one giving us a ride) so we just went home. It's okay though, we're planning on going soon ;)