How Did I Fall In Love With You

Thanks to Berna and Sambam, I've been constantly mixing Backstreet Boys into my playlists and whatnot. Aiiiyaa, but I think we should bring back the boyband/britneyspears type pop back into our lives. Kept us pretty innocent I think.

I need to just shut my mouth sometimes, actually most of the time. Either something rude comes out or I'll say something wrong. I think I get caught up in all my thoughts and blurt out whatever. Gotta get me some chill pills for times like that. hah. I think too much sometimes afterwards too. Must stop that too.

Sometimes I get a bit mad when people tell me or ask me something that involves the word "parents". Idk why I do because I know that most people don't know. It just makes me like ughh, emo once again. I shouldn't be like this. It's been 7 years. I repeat myself with all this stuff but it always applies to me. And I don't talk about this stuff or become emo for pity. Unlike some other people ... ahem. Don't say you'll do good and be a good person for that loved one, and then go sneak out of your house, smoke weed, drink allllllll the time. I know that I'm not the best daughter or person around, but I know my limits and I'm trying to be a better person.

More later, gotta go yoga. Maybe it'll put me at ease from all this ..